Thesis

Hal yang paling dipengenin sekarang adalah: nyelesaian thesis.

Seperti dulu waktu TA, ngerjain thesis tuh amit2 malesnya. Apalagi skrg udah ada Naisha.. jadi makin males aja. Mendingan eike di rumah aja sama Naisha.

Setelah itu, aku masih mikir jg sih, selesai kuliah mo ngapain ya.. dari dulu udah tau jg sih, sebenernya ga pengen kerja kantoran. hihi. so, habis kuliah  mo ngapain ya?

*thesis aja blm beres juga.. haha

reminder, things to do:

1. beli isi film, gips/gips stone,dop 1″
2. Motong2in benang nylon
3. Ngebor dop, buat cetakan
4. Buat cetakan dari isi film
5. Nyetak!

dan masih panjang lagi perjalananku.. huhuhu.. :’(

doa

Ya Allah, mudah-mudahan Naisha cepat sehat kembali, dan ga sakit apa-apa..

Before I was a Mom

habis blogwalking, nemu puisi ini, ga tau siapa yg nulis, i guess an anonymous, karena dulu sebelumnya udah pernah baca dari sumber yg berbeda. Dapet dari sini.

Before I was a Mom

Before I was a Mom -
I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a Mom -
I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn’t worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on – Pooped on – Spit on – Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom -
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests…or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom -
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn’t want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn’t stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life
so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom -
I didn’t know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn’t know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn’t know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn’t know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn’t know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

Ibu-ibu konsumtif

hihihi. Ini ga ngomongin orang lain loh, murni ngomongin diri sendiri. Yaaa.. kalo nyerempet2 dikit maap yaaa..

Kalo dipikir2, setelah jadi ibu2, bukannya jadi hemat, eike malah jadi emak2 yg sangat konsumtif. Dulu sebelum punya anak, aku masih kerja/magang/apapun lah itu dan masih berpenghasilan. Penghasilannya ga gede sih, kalo pulang pergi ngangkot pasti kurang, eh tapi bonusnya kalo lagi trening gede ding. Back to topic, meskipun penghasilannya ga gede, tapi duit itu bisa ga kepake lebih dari setengahnya. *Ajegile, ini hemat atau pelit ya. hahaha*. Nah setelah punya anak, berasa pengen beli ini-itu-semuanya.

Contohnya: baby carrier.

Baby carrier yang udah dimiliki: baby wrap, ring sling, jarik, pouch sling. so far, (Naisha 9m, 7 kg) masih nyaman2 aja. Tapi dasar konsumtif, perasaan pengen beli carrier yg lain, such as ergo, boba, dll. Skrg lagi ngejait mei tai sih, ga beres2 karena beberapa hari ini Naisha sakit, jadi ga bisa ninggal sama sekali. *halah teu nyambung deui*. Intinya, aku tuh lagi mikir, emangnya sekarang udah ada urgensi buat beli baby carrier yg mahal2 itu ya? Well to be honest, i dont think so. Cuma karena lagi ngetrend dan banyak yg ngomongin, jadi aja pengen. Oh ya, tapi so pasti eike ga akan beli ergo atau boba, sayang bok duitnya. Walaupun kalo diitung2, duit yang keluar buat beli clodi so pasti udah lebih dari harga ergo ditambah boba. huahahaha.. Kalo ada yg ngasih, boleh lah. Tapi kalo beli sendiri, big NO NO.

Tapi ini, kw-an dan look-a-like-an agak2 menggoda iman nih.. hahaha.. :p

udah ah. next project, mo ngejait hanamuguri sama k’tan. Tapi ragu2 nih. Takutnya ga kepake. hihi.

*lah ko ini malah ngomongin baby carrier, bukan ttg konsumtif.. teu nyambung dong dong!!

Mabebe thinks she’s not a bebe anymore

hahaha. iya, Naisha nih suka soksokan bukan bayi lagi. Masa udah ga mau makan bubur lagi. Padahal kasar loh. Akhirnya sisa buburnya dibikin dadar nasi. hahaha. Makannya ga mau pake sendok lagi, jadi dipulukin. trus ga mau didudukin di hc-nya pula! huh.

Tapi ya, Naisha nih emang skrg susah makannya.. T_T dikiiit bgt. Bulan ini bb- nya ga naik sama sekali, malah turun 1 ons waktu sakit panas kmrn. huhuhu. Tapi teteup, ceria pisan budak teh.. hahaha.

Udah ah. byebye..